Saturday, 16 May 2009

millenium

i spent so many wasted stars building myself up just to watch the world fall.
nothing's as steady as rumour mills.
every day i miss her more than i miss myself.
interesting considered elisabeth has been missing for some time now.

i don't know how to say this
i'm afraid to fail again

but those east london kids have to say
i agree.

"i'm sorry."
"thanks for loving me."
"it was never meant to be this way."

wordswordswordsapologies.


if i was drowning, would you save me?

Wednesday, 29 April 2009

see you again

you make me stutter in my sleep.

Saturday, 18 April 2009

birds of a feather

simplicity is busy when we mix with innovation.
our ambition is changing us from doctors into patients.
spend six hours procrastinating, and a few seconds kissing.
we'res masochists and sadists prepping lovers for corrupting.

Monday, 13 April 2009

'cause i feel you

what can i say, i'm just a girl caught up in your world.
can't go forwards, can't go back.
limbo doesn't exist, but it's where i am.
does that mean i'm not real?

spend my nights lying awake wanting so much to be you
and i spend my days smiling and pretending that i hate everything you do.

people killing people is normality.
you killing you is normality too.

strange how we feel so broken together.

Thursday, 12 March 2009

doctor, doctor, there's a problem in room 64

i miss the nights when people phoned instead of facebooked.
voices instead of messages.
remember, remember.
this kid has blurry eyes and a blurry heart.
runrabbitrunrabbitrunrabbitbang.
it's murder on the dancefloor when your light goes out, or away, or something of the same.

i want moremoremore from you.
i want moremoremore from me.
i want us to just fucking be.

Monday, 9 March 2009

gossip girl... or girl gossip?

i hope you're proud of yourself.
proud of yourself.
yourself.

I JUST NEED TO SCREAM.

Saturday, 7 March 2009

cracking the business

i tomar malas decisiones peor.